-Progress is in a Pile-

       I have recently been producing as many paintings as I can.  I don't always feel inspired, but there are some nights where I feel like I am progressing more.  It makes me realize that the bulk of production is necessary, but not of any aesthetic worth.  I think it is all a series of errors until I can begin to figure out how to limit the number of those errors through a second nature feeling with the brush.  All these missteps culminate in a pile that I cherish in my studio space.  It has taught me to build well made canvases and to not worry too much about pressuring myself to create beautiful paintings.  I do have a high level of self criticism, but it pushes me instead of limiting me.  I am going to keep practicing my eye and my hand on my own course.  So this pile of portraits and studies is a trophy in my eyes, because they are all steps along the way as I try to hone my craft.  Trial, error and lots of reading.

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